life is ruined, ok:(

i thought i could play again, but i won't be playing.. i juz noe it.. i've been staying strong for the team, putting on a smile, but for wad.. seriously for wad?? all i can say is all the best lah guys, play ur hearts out, and dun dissapoint marcus yeo ok. u guys can make it. if u all lose, heads up:) if u all win, celebrate, ok.. haha, im juz ashyddiq now, not a rugger.. haiz.. i'll be around, peace out

cast OFF!!

haha, my cast is finally off. it's been for weeks but seemed like years! im so happy now lah, finally can walk.. anyways, juz worried whether i can still play lor:( i actually still not very happy but i thank GOD because my cast i off now:) but u guys sure understand rite, when u want to do something but got obstacle, then after that obstacle, got another one.. haiz.. i feel useless, the reason i dowan to put on cast is b'coz i can't walk, but now, still same lah, walk so slow.. zzz, wah juz must depend on physiotherapy lah, now.. and hope god will make another miarcle and allow me to run and jump again very soon.. so tat i can come back to trg and play finals.. i huz wan to play one more match: THE FINALS. haiz.. im out

epl

um, currently i dun have cablevision so tat means no soccer:( does anyone noe of any website tat shows free telecast of the epl ?? if u noe pls post here so i can watch soccer :) haha, thx.. immout'

today, 13 march.. 3 weeks since i was injured.. i feel like crap seriously.. i really love playing rugby. i dun noe why i juz love it lah.. my dream is to be a champion in school boy rugby. but now, it's all gone lah.. FYI, im not emo or wad lah, juz very down now.. frens all dun really care(of course they dun care, its a boys school..) so i juz need to let it all out. my fibula is badly fractured. its like totally out of shape.. the doc says tht it'll take 2 months for me to be able to walk again, but fortunately, now can walk alr.. i think i'll see the doc again next tue for an x-ray to be taken.. hope the bone ok ler.. but i doubt it'll be ok:( well, since i juz created this blog, and this is my first post, so this is all i have.. i'll try and post everyday lah. immout'